Depressings

As you regulars reader is know, I is be driving 1991 Proton Saga. So recently I is fantasize driving a BMW and I is goes to checking the prices. A new 3 series is needs for pay installment RM2588 a month!!! If I buys the car then after pays the installment then I is no more money left for eats BKT and BLR for lunches, everyday eats white breads and margarine only.

So I doesn't gives up. I go to a populars website and see for second hand cars and is founds that a year 2002 BMW can be costing RM120000. Still is too expensive to me.... I is also makes some research and go to a BMW owners forum, and got one threads where they is say how much they is be spends for servicing and maintenance, and they is spends so much because BMW spare part are so expensive.


Suddenly I is feels depressed. Why does I need to worry how much to spends on cars and pays for cars? I is salary so low :( Why is I no study hards last time and gets a good job? My cousins, their spouses, all get good high paying jobs, all drive Mini Cooper and BMW and etc, and I still have to be budget conscious. Very sads and depressings now.