'CAN'not says things

I wants to say somethings here, but people dont gives me to say. Then I want to say things and expless my emosions in front of everybodys, but people dont gives me also and gives me drinks waters only. They tells me I can show my feelings through peoples organs, but they wont listens to me. They tells me I dont have to keeps quite because I got choices to says things. But when I want says things, some people dont gives me to says, and I want to shows people, people dont gives me also, and I go through peoples organs, they donts listens also. So where is I turns? I keep quite lor...